Fears Come Upside Down
Last week I was teaching my beginners the basics of a tripod headstand and because I can only be honest to my students, I admitted that inversions still scare me. Even though I know what needs to be done to get into them, I still prefer to practice and teach them at the wall. Some instructors are known for only teaching them away from the wall; the theory being that if you’re not able to do it in the middle of the room, you shouldn’t be attempting it. I get that. But that’s not me. I like knowing the wall is behind me while my mind and body build up the strength to do it comfortably.
After the class where I made my confession, a yogini with a beautiful practice, came up to me and also confessed that inversions scare her. So much that she doesn’t want to practice them at all, and she asked my advice. I couldn’t believe she asked my advice when I just confessed I have the same fear! Ask and you shall receive.
I told her to always practice inversions at the wall, to begin with those she’s most comfortable with first to build confidence in them, to keep practicing at home where there isn’t the class pressure, to ask instructors for help whenever she can and to practice other things in yoga or life in general that make her uncomfortable even if they seem unrelated to inversions. I believe that the practice of yoga parallels life; difficulties and successes during practice tend to mirror those in other places in your life. All we can do is celebrate the joys and grow from the difficulties.
After giving this yogini my advice, a bell seemed to go off in her mind and she admitted that she has a problem letting go of control and she knows that an inversion practice will force her to let go of some of that control. That’s an epiphany better than nailing a headstand! She knows what’s behind that fear and can work on it little by little.
Since my teacher training back in 2004 I’ve believed that my own inversion fear is connected to a specific, deeper fear I have in other areas of my life. It comes and goes, sometimes my inversions are solid; sometimes I avoid them altogether. Like life, every practice is different but I’m always getting stronger and moving forward.
When fears come up during yoga, don’t avoid them. Face them. Use a wall if you need to, take your time and keep practicing. I do.
Namaste.




